Trust In Love Itself...

You've covered over your heart to avoid the pain. And the pain comes from the things you do to yourself, the things you think you must do, the things you think are done to you. Opening your heart again you will feel again and you will hurt again.... but this will be a healing kind of hurt, the kind that makes you stronger and more alive. Feel the hurt of all that you have repressed, all your fears, all your anger, all your bad stories. Until you feel the hurt of these punishments you make on your self, you woill not let them go. But trust, when you see the hurt you are causing your self, you will stop doing it; until then you think the hurt is pleasure, that love is fearful.

Trust in Love itself to protect you. Trust, by relying on the truth of Love. Trust, by being open to whatever life brings. Trust, by giving everything you have, to everyone you meet. Trust, by loving someone deeply, perhaps yourself. Surrender to Love, and Love alone; surrender that which never was to that which will always be. Surrender everything to have everything, surrender the many to the one. Oh lovely one, surrender to your own Divine beauty, that you may shine for us all. Your beauty is seen in my eyes, look for it there, in me -- see it in me -- and know it is yourself reflected back to you. These eyes of mine grant you authority to see for yourself that which can be seen in no other way.

I have been granted the authority to forgive you, to see you whole and holy, to recognize your magnificence. And so have you. I have the authority to take away all that you never wanted; to leave you nothing but your innocence. And so have you. We earn the authority by using it, ruthlessly. We deserve to weild this authority, because we have felt the effects of it's absence and thus want only to have the power to manifest it.

Just forgive yourself for everything; period. Because your sins were invented by other people, to trap you in their fear. Judge your self only as God judges you, for that is all that matters, and God judges his work as holy, as He is Holy, and could create nothing less. The one real mistake you ever made was to judge your self at all -- no accurate judgement is possible or necessary.

You are not here to judge anything, but to feel. And to the degree that you feel, you are healed... and enligtened. But to think about, to judge, is to darken yourself, to numb your senses.

Thinking numbs the senses, and to feel is our purpose here. You cannot ever fulfill your purpose by using your mind -- for your purpose is to drop the mind. Feel , and feel deeply, and you will know the God I know, the God who is immediate, not just out of reach.

Feeling energizes the body and the Spirit, and feeling happens before the mind can think. Feeling is the heart beat that cannot be heard above the mind noise. Feeling is the knowing of reality before the senses are interpreted for meaning. Feeling is an active reaching out, and a passive surrender, all at once. Feeling is not a memory of feeling, but the feeling itself. Feeling is all that's left when we stop running from ourselves.

Teach forgiveness, because only the forgiven can feel, really feel. And only the forgiving are forgiven.

Peace,

-Sahara